self-titled: ^_^
i am...
tired
cold
listening to sad and angry music, the same mix since last sunday.
drinking water out of a green cup
angry and confused, not fully understanding how much alcohol can really change a person
glad that BC won the game
still somehow able to conjure the smell of abercrombie 8
graduating in the spring
ignored
misunderstood
stealing this format from jude
tired
a genius
not changing my cologne
angry at travis morrison for writing such painful lyrics
not feeling like going out to the mods right now
really interested in seeing what phil elvrum looks like
jealous
petty
definitely not going out
tired of waiting
not deserving to wait
a better person than how I'm treated
wondering what it is about me that makes people feel like they can treat me like shit
not talking exclusively about any one person
very achey
angry that i'm too tired to go out
so tired of suggestive looks and words and actions
more tired of indifference
not sure about what i wrote yesterday afternoon and then evening
sure that something needs to change
dreading tomorrow as i've dreaded all but one day in the past week
going to sleep, hopefully waking up to a completely different world