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awesome. 10:30 friday night, i'm showered, shaved, and about 30 minutes away from getting into bed.

i hate having like 3 friends, only one of which can be counted on being up for going out.

that smith's song came on last night 'take me out tonight / where there's music and there's people and they're young and alive' that's me. I want so bad to be out right now, and have half a mind just to go to a bar, but then i realize that going out alone will not possibly be fun. It's the goddam weekend, i've dealt with a crap job that i hate for 5 days and now i want to take these two days and just go out and have fun and I CAN'T. Jin was supposed to call me and i was to go to cambridge but WHOOPS that didn't happen and i don't have her number so fuckall. tony had something to do. adam is working, and Katie is at lori's and doesn't like going out anyway. story of my freaking life. all would be well if the poker game didn't get cancelld. Me, bar, music, people, beers. oh wait, not happening. hold on... nope STILL NOT THERE.

ARGH

fuck it. 10:45, Friday night, going to bed. peace.

EDIT

i'm woken up at 11:30 to my phone, it's jin, they are heading to the place in cambridge which will take me an hour to get to. that sucks, a call 2 hours earlier would've been good eh. then i see i have a message, tony, he's going to cleveland circle. that i can do. time for booze.

This is got to be one of the longest hiatuses for s-t in recent memory. Mine is slacking too, but I saved Latin. What did you ever do (since 8/22)?

Hope all is well.
- jude